Monday, August 03, 2009
i tink i am a heartless gal lor... i feel i am so heartless till i now reali abit wonderin i am human anot lor... normali ppl heard tt i nv live wif my dad hor, he now in hk i in s'pore la... n lidat veri long already ma... like yrs already, tink ard 7 or 8 yrs liao... they will ask whether i miss him anot... actuali i ok miss onli lor... haiz... i oso seldom call him de lor... like super heartless sia... haiz... i dun wan to be heartless gal, but seem tt in my body all cold blood... so.... haiz...
what we could have been, 1:22 AM.
Sunday, August 02, 2009
haiz... this wk my mood like out of control sia, keep goin up n down... not easy get angry n feel irriatin then is suddenly veri moody, n emo... haiz... dun ask me wad happen, coz i oso dunnoe y... juz feel veri mood n super uncomfortable lor... tink this wk i reali too not like me ba, i like become so quiet lor... dun feel like tokin to anyone, i reali tinkin to carry a paper along lor, if ppl ask me thing i juz write instead of tokin, but e end of course nv lidat la... so stupid...
e end msg liyi to acc me walk walk on fri lor... we almost walk e whole orchard n i tink i left my moody feelin at orchard liao lor, while i walkin here n dere.... spendin money to buy smth i wan n eat smth i like will help lor... i reali feel much more better liao... lol... thx liyi for accompany me whole dae... lol...
anywae, i feel like i shd not moody anymore lor... coz abit stupid lor... i like already got so much than many ppl already, y i will coz of those small thing then moody la?? alot ppl in this world maybe sufferin from diseases, hunger all tt... i already so good luck to live in a better country wif better life n edcation lor... so cannot moody anymore liao la.. jiayou!!!!
aug again liao... below is my schedule 4 this mth... faster come date me ba... but i feel abit broke this mth... lol... maybe coz i tryin to save too much money so dun have much money to use... haiz...
what we could have been, 1:38 AM.