Tuesday, November 29, 2005
many ppl had wrote me testi... they all keep saein i always suan ppl... reali ma... maybe nid to change myself abit la...
my result still very bad leh... maybe i choose e wrong course ba... cep... i thought this shd be my favorite subject... but e end... i cannot understand lor... so... how??
feel like going to fail all e module leh...
maple still lvl 11, got try hard to play la... but reali dun have time lor... coz i busy ma, busy slping, busy dreaming... muz change lor... muz work hard lor... now wk4 la...
ok... stop tinking all e nonsense ba... muz focus on study... n my 1st performance... hahaha....
my result still very bad leh... maybe i choose e wrong course ba... cep... i thought this shd be my favorite subject... but e end... i cannot understand lor... so... how??
feel like going to fail all e module leh...
maple still lvl 11, got try hard to play la... but reali dun have time lor... coz i busy ma, busy slping, busy dreaming... muz change lor... muz work hard lor... now wk4 la...
ok... stop tinking all e nonsense ba... muz focus on study... n my 1st performance... hahaha....
what we could have been, 1:33 AM.
keep on listening to first love... e jap song... which i will perform on 6/1... but i reali going to perform ma?? not sure... first love reali very meaningful... dunnoe where my first love la... hen got powerking... pig got chan o... where's my one?? sian... feel like all my hk fren got bf already lor... i still dun have... nvm la... dun have lor... hahhaa...
frenless?? quite a long time nv contact wif pig they all la... aes de fren oso seldom contact lor... charlene ar, ting ar, jasmine ar, belinda ar, jiajia ar... nv tok at all lor... cindy n shan n jiahui oso like that lor, but everytimes saw them will go n chat wif them la... but they all nv chat wif me lor... onli i ask qns then they all reply lor... stacey oso 1 or 2 months nv see la... sian... reali frenless ma??
feel like anti-social la... sometimes i can be very happy one, sometimes will be very sad... reali tink so much ma?? maybe ba... that time thought pig they all forgot me, but e end not like that lor...
if got one dae i die, will got how many ppl cry 4 that la?? none ma?? but better dun cry la... i am not a good daughter, not gd sis, not gd fren lor... juz forget me n continue ur life ba...
sometimes wan ppl leave me alone, coz wan to tink smth ar, or wan to cry... cry... ya... i always cry one... like baby... happy can cry, sad confirm cry then read bks ar, listen to songs oso can cry... sian... i reali cry when i read hp6 lor, e end part... sian...
frenless?? quite a long time nv contact wif pig they all la... aes de fren oso seldom contact lor... charlene ar, ting ar, jasmine ar, belinda ar, jiajia ar... nv tok at all lor... cindy n shan n jiahui oso like that lor, but everytimes saw them will go n chat wif them la... but they all nv chat wif me lor... onli i ask qns then they all reply lor... stacey oso 1 or 2 months nv see la... sian... reali frenless ma??
feel like anti-social la... sometimes i can be very happy one, sometimes will be very sad... reali tink so much ma?? maybe ba... that time thought pig they all forgot me, but e end not like that lor...
if got one dae i die, will got how many ppl cry 4 that la?? none ma?? but better dun cry la... i am not a good daughter, not gd sis, not gd fren lor... juz forget me n continue ur life ba...
sometimes wan ppl leave me alone, coz wan to tink smth ar, or wan to cry... cry... ya... i always cry one... like baby... happy can cry, sad confirm cry then read bks ar, listen to songs oso can cry... sian... i reali cry when i read hp6 lor, e end part... sian...
what we could have been, 1:20 AM.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
todae go sihan hse, do cep tutorial... hahhaa... e end actuali haven do lor... ok la, at least i got finish 2qns la, hahaha... so difficult ma e qns... then they all go play maple... hahaha... LOL!!!
then ah bing call sihan n tok tok tok abt maple, e pq ar... all that... hahaha... then ah bing explain e thing to chunyan then i listen lor, coz i dunnoe oso ma... then ah bing very slow leh... tok so long then noe i am in sihan hse oso... hahaha... LOL!!!
then go back ard 4+... go bread talk buy bread... hahaha... 4 tmr breakfast, hope i nv eat my breakfast tonite la... hahaha...
juz now send msg to my frens to tell them i change hp no... hahhaa... actuali few dae be4 muz send la, but i lazy to send ma... then juz now send... hahaha... i nid to send msg to 45ppl leh... wah!!! then i noe i got so many frens lor... LOL!!! hahaha... but some seldom contact de...
ya... wan to slim down la... coz my mum sae i very fat leh... she sae many times already la... so i tink i reali very fat la... so muz slim down lor... i tink i am 49kg lor, i thought still ok ma... not so fat lor... but she sae if i fatter than my bro n grandma, mean that i fat lor... sian... my grandma onli 30+kg lor, so confirm i fatter ma... then my bro ar, 50+kg lor, but he taller than me, so she sae i fatter lor... sian... slim down ba... if not, my mum will keep on saeing i fat lor... sian...
then ah bing call sihan n tok tok tok abt maple, e pq ar... all that... hahaha... then ah bing explain e thing to chunyan then i listen lor, coz i dunnoe oso ma... then ah bing very slow leh... tok so long then noe i am in sihan hse oso... hahaha... LOL!!!
then go back ard 4+... go bread talk buy bread... hahaha... 4 tmr breakfast, hope i nv eat my breakfast tonite la... hahaha...
juz now send msg to my frens to tell them i change hp no... hahhaa... actuali few dae be4 muz send la, but i lazy to send ma... then juz now send... hahaha... i nid to send msg to 45ppl leh... wah!!! then i noe i got so many frens lor... LOL!!! hahaha... but some seldom contact de...
ya... wan to slim down la... coz my mum sae i very fat leh... she sae many times already la... so i tink i reali very fat la... so muz slim down lor... i tink i am 49kg lor, i thought still ok ma... not so fat lor... but she sae if i fatter than my bro n grandma, mean that i fat lor... sian... my grandma onli 30+kg lor, so confirm i fatter ma... then my bro ar, 50+kg lor, but he taller than me, so she sae i fatter lor... sian... slim down ba... if not, my mum will keep on saeing i fat lor... sian...
what we could have been, 8:22 PM.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
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23.11.200523:17:32
Go Go for You
copy from my fren's blog... WAH!!! lost n find ar...
what we could have been, 4:45 PM.
todae nv go 4 practice, coz no one pei me go... but... actuali i wan to go de...
um... keep on listening first love, e song which we will perform on 6/1... reali very nice, i like it so much... coz it is very meaningful...
um... wan to stop loving... but how ar?? i try be4, but not success leh... hahaha... i tink ppl hu reading this entry will wan to ask me wad i perfer to... um... maybe a song, maybe a person, maybe... too many maybe la... guess urself ba...
next wk got many things to hand in leh... like cep tutorial, comp n IT de 5pg report n calendar, sem project de power pt, maths tutorial, still got com skills test...
um... ytd ask shan to come 4 my concert... e chinese orchestra de... on 6/1, fri at 7pm... hahaha... these few wks keep on asking ppl to come, but like no one wan to come leh... sian... nvm la... coz e one i reali wan to ask, will nv come one lor... coz i nv ask e ppl at all... hahaha... 1st performance at 7/12, 1pm... i onli perform 1 song... hahaha... my fren, classmates all nv come n support me lor, hahaha... coz having lesson ma... that's great lor... can anyhow play... LOL!!!
quite along time nv go back hk la... miss hk, my fren n e food very much leh... feel like getting fat leh, so muz keep fit la... if got one dae i got like any guy, if that time my weight is less than 45kg, i will tell him... hahaha... but won't one lor... hahaha... coz i like to eat ma... hahaha... so if reali got one dae i slim down to 45 or lesser, that means i like someone la, reali very like him very much lor... hahahaa...
um... keep on listening first love, e song which we will perform on 6/1... reali very nice, i like it so much... coz it is very meaningful...
um... wan to stop loving... but how ar?? i try be4, but not success leh... hahaha... i tink ppl hu reading this entry will wan to ask me wad i perfer to... um... maybe a song, maybe a person, maybe... too many maybe la... guess urself ba...
next wk got many things to hand in leh... like cep tutorial, comp n IT de 5pg report n calendar, sem project de power pt, maths tutorial, still got com skills test...
um... ytd ask shan to come 4 my concert... e chinese orchestra de... on 6/1, fri at 7pm... hahaha... these few wks keep on asking ppl to come, but like no one wan to come leh... sian... nvm la... coz e one i reali wan to ask, will nv come one lor... coz i nv ask e ppl at all... hahaha... 1st performance at 7/12, 1pm... i onli perform 1 song... hahaha... my fren, classmates all nv come n support me lor, hahaha... coz having lesson ma... that's great lor... can anyhow play... LOL!!!
quite along time nv go back hk la... miss hk, my fren n e food very much leh... feel like getting fat leh, so muz keep fit la... if got one dae i got like any guy, if that time my weight is less than 45kg, i will tell him... hahaha... but won't one lor... hahaha... coz i like to eat ma... hahaha... so if reali got one dae i slim down to 45 or lesser, that means i like someone la, reali very like him very much lor... hahahaa...
what we could have been, 4:12 PM.
Friday, November 25, 2005
very sian leh... they all put away... mean cannot disturb lor... sian... no one to tok to me...
todae very bad luck leh... coz my bro's fault la... he dunnoe leave his key in dunnoe which fren's hse, still nv take back... i tink he lost e key lor, then scare my mum scold him... then todae my mum left hse 1st lor... then i left hse n lock e door, then throw e key inside lor... coz my bro no key ma... then juz go to sch lor... then 12+, that time i end sch, then realise i dun have key to go hm lor... sian... call my bro ar, he not at hm leh... then dun care abt me lor, dun care whether i can get in my hse or not lor... bad bro... sian... then nid to wait 4 my grandma to reach hm lor... she ard 2 to 3 end work lor... sian... so i decide to go to library lor... coz alicia they all go back hm, then yan they all go J8 leh... ytd juz go lor... sian... so stay till 2 to 3 lor... go to locker take my lab coat, very dirty leh, my lab coat, nid to take back n wash... i almost forgot to bring back lor... hehe... then pack e locker oso la, coz i got time ma... then... see eve they all lor... end sch la they all... so finish all e thing i go hm lor... then see B1 they all... sian... hahaha...
then see jessie leh... wan to ask her 4 e sec sch thing... nid to help my bro to decide which sch to choose ma... but... paiseh leh... she was wif her classmates lor, almost all i dunnoe one... so nv go n ask... hahaha... todae during lecture forgot to ask... sian... e end... she oso alight in cck lor, so juz go n ask lor... thx for her information leh... heheh...
todae very bad luck leh... coz my bro's fault la... he dunnoe leave his key in dunnoe which fren's hse, still nv take back... i tink he lost e key lor, then scare my mum scold him... then todae my mum left hse 1st lor... then i left hse n lock e door, then throw e key inside lor... coz my bro no key ma... then juz go to sch lor... then 12+, that time i end sch, then realise i dun have key to go hm lor... sian... call my bro ar, he not at hm leh... then dun care abt me lor, dun care whether i can get in my hse or not lor... bad bro... sian... then nid to wait 4 my grandma to reach hm lor... she ard 2 to 3 end work lor... sian... so i decide to go to library lor... coz alicia they all go back hm, then yan they all go J8 leh... ytd juz go lor... sian... so stay till 2 to 3 lor... go to locker take my lab coat, very dirty leh, my lab coat, nid to take back n wash... i almost forgot to bring back lor... hehe... then pack e locker oso la, coz i got time ma... then... see eve they all lor... end sch la they all... so finish all e thing i go hm lor... then see B1 they all... sian... hahaha...
then see jessie leh... wan to ask her 4 e sec sch thing... nid to help my bro to decide which sch to choose ma... but... paiseh leh... she was wif her classmates lor, almost all i dunnoe one... so nv go n ask... hahaha... todae during lecture forgot to ask... sian... e end... she oso alight in cck lor, so juz go n ask lor... thx for her information leh... heheh...
what we could have been, 8:55 PM.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
hehe... todae nid to go to sch leh... 9.30am... but i 8.20am then woke up... then take shower all that... ard 8.50 then leave hse... so confirm late la... hahaha... if i quite smart la... ask my fren to help me take chair all that 1st... e end ard 10am then reach... late 4 30mins leh... sian... hahaha... luck haven start practicing yet... but... very poor thing leh... senior take my instrument which i normally use de, hahaha... can call that my darling la... hahaha... LOL!!! charissa nv come, got volunteer work... wah!!! then practice 1st love all that... hahaha...
then 7/12 got lunch-time performance leh... i got perform that dae oso leh... hehehe... hu are free that time can come n support me... hahaha... but... my classmates all cannot come lor... got lesson... too bad... so me n charissa will skip french lesson lor... my french lesson gone la... hahaha... LOL!!! then 11am nid to reach co rm... n do some practice n move e intrument all that lor... 1pm start performing... at nite, nid to go children home to perform... hahaha...
then jan got performance oso, call "Starstruck"... hahaha... i tink is 6 or 7/01/2006 ba... not so sure... ard 7+pm start... hu wan to support me, can ask me 4 e tickets la... but muz tell me by next tue la... hahaha... next tue nid to confirm e tickets i wan... but i tink i onli perform a few songs ba...
then todae got bring my intrument hm leh... which mean that i nid to bring to sch on tue la... coz tue got performance... hahaha...
ya... start sch 4 1 wk onli lor... feel like got many homework leh... got cep tutorial, comp n IT nid to do smth la, com skills nid to do grp work la, sem project nid to decide e title, french oso nid to do 2pg, maths oso got tutorial la... hahaha... muz work hard tmr la, coz i nv done any homework yet...
then 7/12 got lunch-time performance leh... i got perform that dae oso leh... hehehe... hu are free that time can come n support me... hahaha... but... my classmates all cannot come lor... got lesson... too bad... so me n charissa will skip french lesson lor... my french lesson gone la... hahaha... LOL!!! then 11am nid to reach co rm... n do some practice n move e intrument all that lor... 1pm start performing... at nite, nid to go children home to perform... hahaha...
then jan got performance oso, call "Starstruck"... hahaha... i tink is 6 or 7/01/2006 ba... not so sure... ard 7+pm start... hu wan to support me, can ask me 4 e tickets la... but muz tell me by next tue la... hahaha... next tue nid to confirm e tickets i wan... but i tink i onli perform a few songs ba...
then todae got bring my intrument hm leh... which mean that i nid to bring to sch on tue la... coz tue got performance... hahaha...
ya... start sch 4 1 wk onli lor... feel like got many homework leh... got cep tutorial, comp n IT nid to do smth la, com skills nid to do grp work la, sem project nid to decide e title, french oso nid to do 2pg, maths oso got tutorial la... hahaha... muz work hard tmr la, coz i nv done any homework yet...
what we could have been, 9:17 PM.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
already start sch 4 3 daes la... ok la... nothing interesting or funny had happened in this 3 dae la... reali very sian, very boring...
last fri, sat n sun go 4 co camp... quite fun la actuali... but wad we do during e camp are playing n practicing... haha... i prefer practicing la... coz i onli noe a few ppl in co la... then most of them not in e same grp as me la... then nid to play wif e ppl i dunnoe at all... quite... anyway... e end quite fun la... feel like getting fat leh... coz 8am breakfast, 12noon lunch, 6pm dinner... wah!!! normally i onli eat lunch n dinner lor... reali eat too much during camp la... hahaha... reali like combined practice la... coz no nid to play n can to listen e songs... hehe... e songs reali very good leh... but onli got this time can hear la... coz i cannot join e combined practice except that time lor... sian... coz i still cannot play e instrument very well lor... hahaha... so muz work hard la... now nv bring e instrument back hm, so muz have 1 more dae 4 practice la...
todae... o'level eng exam leh... many ppl re-taking... actuali i oso wan to re-take la... but... not well-prepare 4 that lor... hahaha... reali very scare to do e eng paper lor... coz i noe i cannot score well ma... but... anyway... next yr, or next next yr i will re-take la... hope so la... hahaha...
we had e 1st french class todae... hehe... got a french name, "Iris"... ok la... quite gd, at least quite easy ma... onli got 4 letters... hahaha... expect someone in this class lor... but... abit dissappointed la...
hehe... like cep... coz this is e onli module i reali can understand well... hahaha... quite poor thing la... onli can understand this module... sian... then still can suan ppl... hahaha... someone look like very smart (?) but e end cannot calculate e ans... but i can lor, so keep on suan-ing him... hahaha... LOL!!!
last fri, sat n sun go 4 co camp... quite fun la actuali... but wad we do during e camp are playing n practicing... haha... i prefer practicing la... coz i onli noe a few ppl in co la... then most of them not in e same grp as me la... then nid to play wif e ppl i dunnoe at all... quite... anyway... e end quite fun la... feel like getting fat leh... coz 8am breakfast, 12noon lunch, 6pm dinner... wah!!! normally i onli eat lunch n dinner lor... reali eat too much during camp la... hahaha... reali like combined practice la... coz no nid to play n can to listen e songs... hehe... e songs reali very good leh... but onli got this time can hear la... coz i cannot join e combined practice except that time lor... sian... coz i still cannot play e instrument very well lor... hahaha... so muz work hard la... now nv bring e instrument back hm, so muz have 1 more dae 4 practice la...
todae... o'level eng exam leh... many ppl re-taking... actuali i oso wan to re-take la... but... not well-prepare 4 that lor... hahaha... reali very scare to do e eng paper lor... coz i noe i cannot score well ma... but... anyway... next yr, or next next yr i will re-take la... hope so la... hahaha...
we had e 1st french class todae... hehe... got a french name, "Iris"... ok la... quite gd, at least quite easy ma... onli got 4 letters... hahaha... expect someone in this class lor... but... abit dissappointed la...
hehe... like cep... coz this is e onli module i reali can understand well... hahaha... quite poor thing la... onli can understand this module... sian... then still can suan ppl... hahaha... someone look like very smart (?) but e end cannot calculate e ans... but i can lor, so keep on suan-ing him... hahaha... LOL!!!
what we could have been, 10:22 PM.