Thursday, August 28, 2008
i am not pig!!!!!
ahahhaa... ytd reach hm from 12+ slp all e way till 9pm lor... reach hm tt time feel super sick lor... like got abit fever, n i almost vomit on my way hm... haiz... so have my bk breakfast n eat panandol n go slp lor... super not feelin well n super headache lor... headache till i cannot fall aslp... so go online awhile n fall aslp liao... slp all e way till 9pm then wake up have my dinner... n go online lor... my bro super bad lor, use 2 com to play maple so can lvl up faster, n end up i kanna... my lappy lag like mad sia... cannot load drama, n slowly cannot go e web site i wan... so angry wif him lor... so e end go slp at 12... slp till 5+ reali cannot slp liao la... so hungry n so awake lor... haiz.... hope can eat kfc, i wa cheese fries... lol...
juz now readin novel see one sentence quite true la...
“很多事情一开始都很单纯，但到最后就变得复杂，其实我们要做的事也很简单，就是在事情变得复杂前把它处理掉”
so tt's y i like to hide inside my shell lor... like a turtle lidat... esp when i facin prob tt i dun wan or cannot solve... juz hide inside e shell until ppl go settle everything... hahahaa... my fren alwaes sae i happy go lucky... but y not sia?? make thing till so complicated 4 wad... coz i am not a complicated person... i juz wan to be simple or i am reali a simple person... veri easy to noe whether i like or dun like... hahahaa... so tt's y ppl sae i like kids... oso correct la... lol...
ahahhaa... ytd reach hm from 12+ slp all e way till 9pm lor... reach hm tt time feel super sick lor... like got abit fever, n i almost vomit on my way hm... haiz... so have my bk breakfast n eat panandol n go slp lor... super not feelin well n super headache lor... headache till i cannot fall aslp... so go online awhile n fall aslp liao... slp all e way till 9pm then wake up have my dinner... n go online lor... my bro super bad lor, use 2 com to play maple so can lvl up faster, n end up i kanna... my lappy lag like mad sia... cannot load drama, n slowly cannot go e web site i wan... so angry wif him lor... so e end go slp at 12... slp till 5+ reali cannot slp liao la... so hungry n so awake lor... haiz.... hope can eat kfc, i wa cheese fries... lol...
juz now readin novel see one sentence quite true la...
“很多事情一开始都很单纯，但到最后就变得复杂，其实我们要做的事也很简单，就是在事情变得复杂前把它处理掉”
so tt's y i like to hide inside my shell lor... like a turtle lidat... esp when i facin prob tt i dun wan or cannot solve... juz hide inside e shell until ppl go settle everything... hahahaa... my fren alwaes sae i happy go lucky... but y not sia?? make thing till so complicated 4 wad... coz i am not a complicated person... i juz wan to be simple or i am reali a simple person... veri easy to noe whether i like or dun like... hahahaa... so tt's y ppl sae i like kids... oso correct la... lol...
what we could have been, 8:07 AM.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
so slpy now lor... juz finish my nite shift n have my bk breakfast... hahahaa... is so full n tired... full till cannot slp... tired till wan slp immediately, um... 2 opposite feelin come into my mind sia... n i dunnoe wad to do sia... slp or dun slp?? lol...
ytd is a tirin nite... coz i dunnoe wad happen to me lor... i am damn slow lor... sian sia... anywae, maybe i sick ba... but my cough like nv recover lidat lor, coz i nv be good go eat medicine on time... n nv be good to rest alot... lol.. but abit too hard to have my medicine lor, coz will feel giddy n slpy 4 e next 10 to 12hrs... is reali damn strong de lor... omg.. anywae, i muz take care sia... coz sept will be a busy n tough week 4 me... jiayou tgt ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ytd is a tirin nite... coz i dunnoe wad happen to me lor... i am damn slow lor... sian sia... anywae, maybe i sick ba... but my cough like nv recover lidat lor, coz i nv be good go eat medicine on time... n nv be good to rest alot... lol.. but abit too hard to have my medicine lor, coz will feel giddy n slpy 4 e next 10 to 12hrs... is reali damn strong de lor... omg.. anywae, i muz take care sia... coz sept will be a busy n tough week 4 me... jiayou tgt ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 10:41 AM.
Monday, August 25, 2008
scary!!!!!!!!!!!
sian la.... todae alone at hm... keep readin novel n watch drama... then ard 4pm go bathe ma... then changin clothes tt time feel like got ppl push e toilet door abit... like my bro come hm wan go toilet n i am bathin lidat... so i thought maybe my bro come hm or wad lor... so go out look ard like no body sia.... so i tinkin maybe i hear wrongly or wad ba.... so continues wif my com lor... go read my novel... then i like hear someone go hold e door handle n open my grandma door... coz my room de door is open de ma... then i feel like izit got ppl come hm sia... coz my grandma at malaysia ma... i thought maybe she todae come back n i dunnoe... coz like recently seldom see my mum n bro, do too much nite liao... so maybe she come back todae n i dunnoe... so i juz like walk out n see lor... i walkin out tt time like hear ppl walk to kitchen sia... so juz walk out, n my grandma door is open... omg... n i see thru e whole room, like dun have any signal tt my grandma is back, coz nv see her luggages all la... so i walk to e kitchen n no one is dere sia... omg... i faster go close my grandma room de door n call my mum lor... sian...
i tink i am quite brave de lor... coz i can alone go toilet durin nite shift, alone work inside icp room.. n tt time yy come n close e light 4 icp room i still can be brave n go open it back... but todae i reali feel scary... coz like 7th mth haven end, n outside already rain whole dae, n i am alone at hm... is damn scary when u happened this kind of thing lor... haiz... esp when i go out n e fan is on de lor... is reali like ppl walk out n on e fan......... omg... scary till die lor...
e end i go call my mum la... although she sae maybe i tink too much, coz rainin ma, n my grandma room nv close e window... but e door is open from outside to inside wad... so even got wind oso cannot open e door ma... n i reali heard ppl hold e door handle n open e door de sound lor... haiz... even my mum frens hu playin mj wif her oso sae i tink too much liao... n daniel tan oso sae i tink too much... but i reali scary sia...
anywae, after tt like nth happen already so i continues wif my novel n slp... slp till 7+... my mum come back n we go amk hub shop shop... see evelyn n her bf at ip zone, n i bought one skirt sia... ahahhaha... eve tell me wq, zg, ah bing, sher n bixia at new york new york... hahahaa... i feel like ok lor... n i tink i not goin to go dere n sae hi to them lor... she oso noe y la... ahahaha... so juz lidat lor... n e end my mum choose to go new york new york 4 our late dinner... i feel like... omg... n they are still dere... but ok la... although i wun proposely walk dere n sae hi to them... but when they walk pass i still got sae hi lor... so not tt bad ba... after tt buy blueberry cheese cake 4 my bro n we take cab hm sia... ahahaha... see one accident on our way hm, see e car like crash n stuck in between sia... like quite jialat sia... n my mum keep saein shd becoz of rainin n tink e driver shd be young ppl lor... so e end got accident... n she remind me of "their accident"... tink she correct oso la... accidents mostly happened on young driver... tt's true la... hope accident wun be occur in this world anymore... but like impossible sia... so juz hope all e driver can be careful, dun speed up, dun drunk, juz try to minimize e accidents ba... haiz...
sian la.... todae alone at hm... keep readin novel n watch drama... then ard 4pm go bathe ma... then changin clothes tt time feel like got ppl push e toilet door abit... like my bro come hm wan go toilet n i am bathin lidat... so i thought maybe my bro come hm or wad lor... so go out look ard like no body sia.... so i tinkin maybe i hear wrongly or wad ba.... so continues wif my com lor... go read my novel... then i like hear someone go hold e door handle n open my grandma door... coz my room de door is open de ma... then i feel like izit got ppl come hm sia... coz my grandma at malaysia ma... i thought maybe she todae come back n i dunnoe... coz like recently seldom see my mum n bro, do too much nite liao... so maybe she come back todae n i dunnoe... so i juz like walk out n see lor... i walkin out tt time like hear ppl walk to kitchen sia... so juz walk out, n my grandma door is open... omg... n i see thru e whole room, like dun have any signal tt my grandma is back, coz nv see her luggages all la... so i walk to e kitchen n no one is dere sia... omg... i faster go close my grandma room de door n call my mum lor... sian...
i tink i am quite brave de lor... coz i can alone go toilet durin nite shift, alone work inside icp room.. n tt time yy come n close e light 4 icp room i still can be brave n go open it back... but todae i reali feel scary... coz like 7th mth haven end, n outside already rain whole dae, n i am alone at hm... is damn scary when u happened this kind of thing lor... haiz... esp when i go out n e fan is on de lor... is reali like ppl walk out n on e fan......... omg... scary till die lor...
e end i go call my mum la... although she sae maybe i tink too much, coz rainin ma, n my grandma room nv close e window... but e door is open from outside to inside wad... so even got wind oso cannot open e door ma... n i reali heard ppl hold e door handle n open e door de sound lor... haiz... even my mum frens hu playin mj wif her oso sae i tink too much liao... n daniel tan oso sae i tink too much... but i reali scary sia...
anywae, after tt like nth happen already so i continues wif my novel n slp... slp till 7+... my mum come back n we go amk hub shop shop... see evelyn n her bf at ip zone, n i bought one skirt sia... ahahhaha... eve tell me wq, zg, ah bing, sher n bixia at new york new york... hahahaa... i feel like ok lor... n i tink i not goin to go dere n sae hi to them lor... she oso noe y la... ahahaha... so juz lidat lor... n e end my mum choose to go new york new york 4 our late dinner... i feel like... omg... n they are still dere... but ok la... although i wun proposely walk dere n sae hi to them... but when they walk pass i still got sae hi lor... so not tt bad ba... after tt buy blueberry cheese cake 4 my bro n we take cab hm sia... ahahaha... see one accident on our way hm, see e car like crash n stuck in between sia... like quite jialat sia... n my mum keep saein shd becoz of rainin n tink e driver shd be young ppl lor... so e end got accident... n she remind me of "their accident"... tink she correct oso la... accidents mostly happened on young driver... tt's true la... hope accident wun be occur in this world anymore... but like impossible sia... so juz hope all e driver can be careful, dun speed up, dun drunk, juz try to minimize e accidents ba... haiz...
what we could have been, 3:54 AM.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
LONELY!!!!!!!!!
reali feel lonely most of e time... coz my workin hr is soooooo diff from others... diff from my co fren, diff from my classmates, n even diff from sihan, jessic, n my colleague... lol... is reali totali diff from poly life n attachment period lor... poly life like thru out e 3 yrs, i everydae oso got meet frens go sch tgt lor... maybe onli meet tgt n walk sch tgt 4 juz 1o or 15mins... even e last yr i am diff class wif most of my frens, but we still try to meet n go sch tgt lor... then attachment life oso lidat lor... coz same company as nesh n faezza... at firx we will meet tgt at wdls, but e end due to diff timin la... coz we use to be late, so we change to meet at e bus stop we wait 4 e company bus dere... but i still got accompaniment sia... but now is like totali alone sia... alone go morning shift, alone go nite shift... sometimes when passby marselin will tink of whether can see weilin anot, coz attachment time we alwaes take e same train to jurong east dere... she will acc me chit chat till jurong east... but now like nv meet her already sia... last time juz start work still got han pei me go work, will see adrian sometimes lor... then will see jessic at jurong east waitin 4 bus tgt in alternate week.. but now... no more han... no more adrian n no more jessic sia... coz han diff shift as me... adrian shd go ns soon ba... then4 jessic... one wk i onli work 2 morning lor, like seldom got chance to see her liao... haizzzzzzzzz...
maybe life reali totali diff after we grad liao... still cannot use to it even half a yr gone already.. i hate to be alone... i hate to be alone without any accompaniment... maybe i still like small kids ba... wan to have ppl to acc me most of e time... haizzzzzzzzzzz... but now is like cannot already... i muz go work alone, go have dinner alone... havin dinner alone is reali omg de lor... tt time try once n i dun wan go try anymore sia... no one to tok to, e onli thing to do is eatin... no one chit chat... super sian lor... now i rather dun eat or juz eat bread lor, lidat oso feel better than go eat proper meal alone... haiz... but i have to slowly get use to everything ba... coz this is my life... so tt's y i hate it... haiz....
n i still haven go practice my zhongruan, haven settle my leave wif my boss... is like so much thing i nv do n yet i no motivation go do... feel like if my boss dun let me go oso lidat ba, since i nv practice well, go oso lidat, nv go oso lidat... is reali no diff to have or without me 4 e trip lor... e onli thing i was excitin on e trip is shoppin n shoppin part... lol... n my disneyland trip... hope to see my mickey mouse asap lor... hahahaa...
sian la..... veri sian... sian sian sian..... reali feel like wan emo lor... let emo tgt ba... hope to slim down lor... i wan to be slim... but i was keep on eatin n eatin sia... omg... maybe is time to do exercise, i wan slim till 45kg lor... or even below 45kg... this is my dream 4 yrs already, n i still haven fulfill it... haiz... maybe is time to jiayou ba... coz i dun wan join their "fatty gang"... lol...
reali feel lonely most of e time... coz my workin hr is soooooo diff from others... diff from my co fren, diff from my classmates, n even diff from sihan, jessic, n my colleague... lol... is reali totali diff from poly life n attachment period lor... poly life like thru out e 3 yrs, i everydae oso got meet frens go sch tgt lor... maybe onli meet tgt n walk sch tgt 4 juz 1o or 15mins... even e last yr i am diff class wif most of my frens, but we still try to meet n go sch tgt lor... then attachment life oso lidat lor... coz same company as nesh n faezza... at firx we will meet tgt at wdls, but e end due to diff timin la... coz we use to be late, so we change to meet at e bus stop we wait 4 e company bus dere... but i still got accompaniment sia... but now is like totali alone sia... alone go morning shift, alone go nite shift... sometimes when passby marselin will tink of whether can see weilin anot, coz attachment time we alwaes take e same train to jurong east dere... she will acc me chit chat till jurong east... but now like nv meet her already sia... last time juz start work still got han pei me go work, will see adrian sometimes lor... then will see jessic at jurong east waitin 4 bus tgt in alternate week.. but now... no more han... no more adrian n no more jessic sia... coz han diff shift as me... adrian shd go ns soon ba... then4 jessic... one wk i onli work 2 morning lor, like seldom got chance to see her liao... haizzzzzzzzz...
maybe life reali totali diff after we grad liao... still cannot use to it even half a yr gone already.. i hate to be alone... i hate to be alone without any accompaniment... maybe i still like small kids ba... wan to have ppl to acc me most of e time... haizzzzzzzzzzz... but now is like cannot already... i muz go work alone, go have dinner alone... havin dinner alone is reali omg de lor... tt time try once n i dun wan go try anymore sia... no one to tok to, e onli thing to do is eatin... no one chit chat... super sian lor... now i rather dun eat or juz eat bread lor, lidat oso feel better than go eat proper meal alone... haiz... but i have to slowly get use to everything ba... coz this is my life... so tt's y i hate it... haiz....
n i still haven go practice my zhongruan, haven settle my leave wif my boss... is like so much thing i nv do n yet i no motivation go do... feel like if my boss dun let me go oso lidat ba, since i nv practice well, go oso lidat, nv go oso lidat... is reali no diff to have or without me 4 e trip lor... e onli thing i was excitin on e trip is shoppin n shoppin part... lol... n my disneyland trip... hope to see my mickey mouse asap lor... hahahaa...
sian la..... veri sian... sian sian sian..... reali feel like wan emo lor... let emo tgt ba... hope to slim down lor... i wan to be slim... but i was keep on eatin n eatin sia... omg... maybe is time to do exercise, i wan slim till 45kg lor... or even below 45kg... this is my dream 4 yrs already, n i still haven fulfill it... haiz... maybe is time to jiayou ba... coz i dun wan join their "fatty gang"... lol...
what we could have been, 3:28 AM.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
todae is my 5th dae of work... is super damn tired de lor... but this is wad life is ba... if u wan earn more mean u got to pay more 4 it... no one will offer u smth without take smth from u... i wan earn more, so i nid to work more lor... sian sia... work, slp, work, slp... continuously go on 4 these 5 daes... feel like my life so boring n meaningless... y ppl muz work?? work to earn more money 4 enjoyment?? but wad if work till not even have time to rest??? reali juz feel like spendin e whole dae n emo at hm lor... maybe my emo period is comin sia... lol...
juz feel like wan to catch smth n hold on hand, but maybe i reali expect too much, i had lost alot in between.. when times go by, i was losin more n more till i had realise it... n maybe tryin to let go, n find out tt i lost more... i reali got this feelin on my life sia... i try to be myself most of e time, but i found out tt i had lost my mind when times go by... wad is lam wanyi use to be?? i already dunnoe sia... feel like i am so fake lor... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
hope to have more n more outin.. is time to RELAX sia...
i hate workin!!!
i hate my life!!!!!
i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
juz feel like wan to catch smth n hold on hand, but maybe i reali expect too much, i had lost alot in between.. when times go by, i was losin more n more till i had realise it... n maybe tryin to let go, n find out tt i lost more... i reali got this feelin on my life sia... i try to be myself most of e time, but i found out tt i had lost my mind when times go by... wad is lam wanyi use to be?? i already dunnoe sia... feel like i am so fake lor... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
hope to have more n more outin.. is time to RELAX sia...
i hate workin!!!
i hate my life!!!!!
i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 6:07 AM.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
emo!!!!!!
juz feel like emo-ing... i oso dunnoe y... maybe coz of heavy work... lack of entertainment... my life is bored... weekdaes busy workin, weekends busy outin wif frens... i miss sch life... is so enjoyable lor... full of jokes, stupid things happen n entertain me everydaes... although lecture n tut is bored sometimes n quite stress when havin common test n exam... but is still so fun lor... work is reali work lor... non-stop walkin ard e whole lab 4 almost fully 12hrs... n nv tok 4 many many hrs if it is a busy dae like juz ytd n todae... ask me dun tok 4 so long hor tink ask me go die better ba... i am tt kind of person die die oso muz die de lor... haiz... but it hard to have time to tok to ppl n even to myself... haiz...
alwaes hear ppl saein gettin fat n blah blah blah... n yet ppl tell me i am slim down... alot ppl sae so lor... n i like still feel e same leh... izit coz they too long nv see me?? they alwaes tell me i like slimmer n slimmer... lol... but i reali got have my meals lor, although most of e time is not proper meal.. lol...
is sian de lor... weekends like so less... n yet i got alot things wan go n do.. i wan to meet up wif many long time no see fren... lol... last time like use to see alwaes lor, at least one wk once lor... n now is like one mth oso nv see once... i already one mth++ nv see faezza lor... so long till i not even rmb wad i had tok to her durin our last meetin... lol... n still got alot alot co frens, esp my sectional ppl... like shihwee, xuehui they all... like after our aus trip we like lost contact sia... coz they all nv come 4 concert... i wan have more n more gatherin wif those frens n yet i dun have time n hard to manage to meet them durin our free time...
feel stress 4 e upcomin hk trip... is excited to go back to hk... but is super stress as well coz i am not well prepared n well practiced... is like another 1+ month lor, n yet i am still like agar agar ok wif all e songs... omg... n yet i have no time to go practice... y ppl can complain too much time n i am lack of time... sian lor...
reali wan emo sia... is another 19th of e month... time passed like damn fast lor... if nth happened, it will be a nice dae 4 me... but it is too much "if" i hope to happen n which will nv happen as time cannot go back already... we muz move on n on...
is hard to sae out alot alot things lor... i use to complain abt work, abt alot alot things n yet like no ppl willin to be my listening ears... is damn sian lor... but ya la.. coz all of us facin alot problems n ma fan everydaes, so slowly we will like sian to hear sia... coz ownself problem haven settle, no time n energy to listen to urs... is like many many "use to" come out recently... i dun like "use to"... i alwaes use to have ppl being wif... but hor... mostly will leave me alone slowly... i dun wan n hate to being "use to" anything already lor... "use to" is reali veri scary, coz one dae when ur "use to" gone hor, reali make me feel lost sia... no more "use to" 4 me!!!! cannot get use to anything anymore, coz nth will be alwaes e same... this is wad i learn from wad had happened... haiz...
emo emo emo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
juz feel like emo-ing... i oso dunnoe y... maybe coz of heavy work... lack of entertainment... my life is bored... weekdaes busy workin, weekends busy outin wif frens... i miss sch life... is so enjoyable lor... full of jokes, stupid things happen n entertain me everydaes... although lecture n tut is bored sometimes n quite stress when havin common test n exam... but is still so fun lor... work is reali work lor... non-stop walkin ard e whole lab 4 almost fully 12hrs... n nv tok 4 many many hrs if it is a busy dae like juz ytd n todae... ask me dun tok 4 so long hor tink ask me go die better ba... i am tt kind of person die die oso muz die de lor... haiz... but it hard to have time to tok to ppl n even to myself... haiz...
alwaes hear ppl saein gettin fat n blah blah blah... n yet ppl tell me i am slim down... alot ppl sae so lor... n i like still feel e same leh... izit coz they too long nv see me?? they alwaes tell me i like slimmer n slimmer... lol... but i reali got have my meals lor, although most of e time is not proper meal.. lol...
is sian de lor... weekends like so less... n yet i got alot things wan go n do.. i wan to meet up wif many long time no see fren... lol... last time like use to see alwaes lor, at least one wk once lor... n now is like one mth oso nv see once... i already one mth++ nv see faezza lor... so long till i not even rmb wad i had tok to her durin our last meetin... lol... n still got alot alot co frens, esp my sectional ppl... like shihwee, xuehui they all... like after our aus trip we like lost contact sia... coz they all nv come 4 concert... i wan have more n more gatherin wif those frens n yet i dun have time n hard to manage to meet them durin our free time...
feel stress 4 e upcomin hk trip... is excited to go back to hk... but is super stress as well coz i am not well prepared n well practiced... is like another 1+ month lor, n yet i am still like agar agar ok wif all e songs... omg... n yet i have no time to go practice... y ppl can complain too much time n i am lack of time... sian lor...
reali wan emo sia... is another 19th of e month... time passed like damn fast lor... if nth happened, it will be a nice dae 4 me... but it is too much "if" i hope to happen n which will nv happen as time cannot go back already... we muz move on n on...
is hard to sae out alot alot things lor... i use to complain abt work, abt alot alot things n yet like no ppl willin to be my listening ears... is damn sian lor... but ya la.. coz all of us facin alot problems n ma fan everydaes, so slowly we will like sian to hear sia... coz ownself problem haven settle, no time n energy to listen to urs... is like many many "use to" come out recently... i dun like "use to"... i alwaes use to have ppl being wif... but hor... mostly will leave me alone slowly... i dun wan n hate to being "use to" anything already lor... "use to" is reali veri scary, coz one dae when ur "use to" gone hor, reali make me feel lost sia... no more "use to" 4 me!!!! cannot get use to anything anymore, coz nth will be alwaes e same... this is wad i learn from wad had happened... haiz...
emo emo emo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what we could have been, 2:15 AM.
sian... another busy dae... y this wk muz come so much samples la... omg... once i step in e lab i start work already lor... e whole morning i run 10 to 20 icp lor... run till i wan cry sia... sian... my boss still come sae me slow... sian sia... e icp room is smelly de lor, they advise me not to stay in too long... but i got soooo much things to run how to not stay in too long... i go in e smell make me cough till like die sia... go in come out cough like hell, finali nv cough, then go in again start cough again... feel like dyin sia... in between still nid to do ash sia... busy si lor... sian sian sian...
morning samples open till r already lor... ard 2 then burn till dere lor... omg... sian.. still thought tt dhl not much samples ma... so quite happy... from s till aa onli lor... like not much... shd be can finish by 8.30pm lor.. then stupid lintec come wif 19 bottles... SO MUCH AGAIN!!!!!! walao... i reali wan cry liao la... do till mad already lor... still give me so much thing to do lor... wan to try do as much as possible de lor... coz nite shift ppl still nid go release results lor, from a till r... but hor... den repeat haven finish, then still got alot alot alot other things sia... sian lor...
n hor... feel sian sia... coz i alwaes see ppl do wrong thing at e wrong time lor... we shd noe wad shd do firx n wad can delay awhile oso nvm de wad... but i saw alot ppl oso like hack care... then hor... do so long already suppose to noe wad nid do n wad dun nid do wad... i reali quite sian sia... sian si la... no time already liao still got so much things to do lor... omg...
morning samples open till r already lor... ard 2 then burn till dere lor... omg... sian.. still thought tt dhl not much samples ma... so quite happy... from s till aa onli lor... like not much... shd be can finish by 8.30pm lor.. then stupid lintec come wif 19 bottles... SO MUCH AGAIN!!!!!! walao... i reali wan cry liao la... do till mad already lor... still give me so much thing to do lor... wan to try do as much as possible de lor... coz nite shift ppl still nid go release results lor, from a till r... but hor... den repeat haven finish, then still got alot alot alot other things sia... sian lor...
n hor... feel sian sia... coz i alwaes see ppl do wrong thing at e wrong time lor... we shd noe wad shd do firx n wad can delay awhile oso nvm de wad... but i saw alot ppl oso like hack care... then hor... do so long already suppose to noe wad nid do n wad dun nid do wad... i reali quite sian sia... sian si la... no time already liao still got so much things to do lor... omg...
what we could have been, 12:33 AM.
Monday, August 18, 2008
bad ah bec PS me lor..
anywae, wan to sae happy bdae to bad ah bec!!!! lol...
todae is a busy mon lor... like everything happen on e same dae, which is todae... lol... morning go hear e tok, briefin on fuel oil... n GLP... good lab practice... hahahahaa... one hr sia... n somemore early in e morning lor... omg... so slpy lor... then after tt dhl come liao... 20+ samples lor... till v lor... omg... is alot de lor... i check n print worksheet till so tired... lol... then after tt we have our prayer... 7th month prayer... we burn e thing at noon under e hot sun... omg... start burnin create more heat n more hot lor... we spend ard 30mins to burn everything... burn till my face red red de lor... omg... ahahaha...
after tt eat lunch n do work... todae do pour, flash n gas oil... coz no one doin gas oil so i go do lor... so angry wif shad lor... do water n den onli lor... see him keep walkin here n dere.... we from 1+ or 2 start lor... till 5pm... he onli do 2 batch i tink... n 2nd batch nv go take readin lor, i tink... is reali alot sia... if fast hor, every hr can do one batch wad.. oso not much thing to do... his attitude towards work is veri jialet sia... like yy i noe he dun like to work la, coz low pay but at least he got try do as much as possible wad... not like ppl juz come walk walk, everytimes wan choose easy easy jobs to do... walao... u do easy easy so i muz do hard hard de... lol... angry sia...
n suddenly no yy ard like abit not use to it sia.. coz no one fan us... lol... no one tok cock... come irritate us... hahahaa... n no one 4 me to bully!!! lol...
anywae, todae alot alot samples lor... dhl 20++... lintec ard 20... at nite cb come oso like goin to 20... walao.... hopeless sia... tmr nid to do oso lor... sian sian sian.... n ah bec veri bad lor... ps me... ps us... bad bad bad... bad ah bec... tmr go take leave go enjoy n poor me nid go do samples... zzzzzz.... ke lian de wo...
anywae... hahahaa... i am slacker... got sam n alvin can liao la.. i goin to slack sia... ahahhaa... like i reali can slack lidat lor... lol... sae till lidat... but onli can come true when i go dream on it ba... lol... ahahahahaaa....
anywae, wan to sae happy bdae to bad ah bec!!!! lol...
todae is a busy mon lor... like everything happen on e same dae, which is todae... lol... morning go hear e tok, briefin on fuel oil... n GLP... good lab practice... hahahahaa... one hr sia... n somemore early in e morning lor... omg... so slpy lor... then after tt dhl come liao... 20+ samples lor... till v lor... omg... is alot de lor... i check n print worksheet till so tired... lol... then after tt we have our prayer... 7th month prayer... we burn e thing at noon under e hot sun... omg... start burnin create more heat n more hot lor... we spend ard 30mins to burn everything... burn till my face red red de lor... omg... ahahaha...
after tt eat lunch n do work... todae do pour, flash n gas oil... coz no one doin gas oil so i go do lor... so angry wif shad lor... do water n den onli lor... see him keep walkin here n dere.... we from 1+ or 2 start lor... till 5pm... he onli do 2 batch i tink... n 2nd batch nv go take readin lor, i tink... is reali alot sia... if fast hor, every hr can do one batch wad.. oso not much thing to do... his attitude towards work is veri jialet sia... like yy i noe he dun like to work la, coz low pay but at least he got try do as much as possible wad... not like ppl juz come walk walk, everytimes wan choose easy easy jobs to do... walao... u do easy easy so i muz do hard hard de... lol... angry sia...
n suddenly no yy ard like abit not use to it sia.. coz no one fan us... lol... no one tok cock... come irritate us... hahahaa... n no one 4 me to bully!!! lol...
anywae, todae alot alot samples lor... dhl 20++... lintec ard 20... at nite cb come oso like goin to 20... walao.... hopeless sia... tmr nid to do oso lor... sian sian sian.... n ah bec veri bad lor... ps me... ps us... bad bad bad... bad ah bec... tmr go take leave go enjoy n poor me nid go do samples... zzzzzz.... ke lian de wo...
anywae... hahahaa... i am slacker... got sam n alvin can liao la.. i goin to slack sia... ahahhaa... like i reali can slack lidat lor... lol... sae till lidat... but onli can come true when i go dream on it ba... lol... ahahahahaaa....
what we could have been, 10:47 PM.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
this weekend is a busy weekend 4 me... coz i keep goin out... YEAH!!!!
Fri...
last dae 4 yy... n a BUSY dae 4 us... lol... i can from 8.30pm non-stop doin until 8.30am... walao... so tired de lor... n no time to play ard... tink confirm is yy suay lor... last dae already still hai me so tired... omg... hahahaa... anywae, hope yy all e best 4 his presentation ba... n one thing sia... until his last dae, then i realise his result reali veri jialat sia... in our course can get gpa lower than 2, n still can survive till last sem... u reali veri pro sia... hope u can survive 4 yr3 la, coz yr3 more hard sia... lol...
Sat...
reach hm ard 10am... n have my medicine n slp till 5.30pm... hahahaa... then go esplanade watch co concert, Echoes of the Valley Chinese Orchestra presents FIRE... is a nice performance sia... love e last song lor... zhongruan so pro sia... ahhahahaa... imagine my zhongruan oso so pro... impossible de lor... shd go slp n dream on it sia... after tt we go supper... juz a gossipin n chit chat session 4 us... lol... by e time i reach hm already goin to 1am lor... omg...
Sun...
wake up at 11.30am... nan de so early wake up... all becoz of goin daniel's hse play mj... lol... meet wc n sherryl at yishun at 12.15... ahhahhaaa... n surprisingly i nv late sia... omg... we all reach ard e same time... then go meet eunice... si eunice tan late lor... anywae, we go have kfc... ahahhaa... kfc again sia.. n cheese fries was nice... ahahhaa... then go daniel hse play mj... lol... firx round, me, sherryl, wc n daniel play... i got win ard $7 lor... n wc win ard $5 lor... 2nd round, me, wc, daniel n eunice play... e end onli wc win lor... omg... three of us lost till omg lor... e end i lost $7 sia... eunice lost $10.. n daniel oso lost alot lor... tink ard $10 all tgt... sian sia... so e end ask wc treat us chocolate... ahahahaa... lol...
sian... sian... sian... next wk i do mon n tues morning, wed n thur nite... n fri i go cover lor, do another nite... mean next wk i doin 60hrs work sia... omg... sian sia... tink of it already feel sian... hope weekends faster come... i wan to play!!!!!
Fri...
last dae 4 yy... n a BUSY dae 4 us... lol... i can from 8.30pm non-stop doin until 8.30am... walao... so tired de lor... n no time to play ard... tink confirm is yy suay lor... last dae already still hai me so tired... omg... hahahaa... anywae, hope yy all e best 4 his presentation ba... n one thing sia... until his last dae, then i realise his result reali veri jialat sia... in our course can get gpa lower than 2, n still can survive till last sem... u reali veri pro sia... hope u can survive 4 yr3 la, coz yr3 more hard sia... lol...
Sat...
reach hm ard 10am... n have my medicine n slp till 5.30pm... hahahaa... then go esplanade watch co concert, Echoes of the Valley Chinese Orchestra presents FIRE... is a nice performance sia... love e last song lor... zhongruan so pro sia... ahhahahaa... imagine my zhongruan oso so pro... impossible de lor... shd go slp n dream on it sia... after tt we go supper... juz a gossipin n chit chat session 4 us... lol... by e time i reach hm already goin to 1am lor... omg...
Sun...
wake up at 11.30am... nan de so early wake up... all becoz of goin daniel's hse play mj... lol... meet wc n sherryl at yishun at 12.15... ahhahhaaa... n surprisingly i nv late sia... omg... we all reach ard e same time... then go meet eunice... si eunice tan late lor... anywae, we go have kfc... ahahhaa... kfc again sia.. n cheese fries was nice... ahahhaa... then go daniel hse play mj... lol... firx round, me, sherryl, wc n daniel play... i got win ard $7 lor... n wc win ard $5 lor... 2nd round, me, wc, daniel n eunice play... e end onli wc win lor... omg... three of us lost till omg lor... e end i lost $7 sia... eunice lost $10.. n daniel oso lost alot lor... tink ard $10 all tgt... sian sia... so e end ask wc treat us chocolate... ahahahaa... lol...
sian... sian... sian... next wk i do mon n tues morning, wed n thur nite... n fri i go cover lor, do another nite... mean next wk i doin 60hrs work sia... omg... sian sia... tink of it already feel sian... hope weekends faster come... i wan to play!!!!!
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.
Friday, August 15, 2008
stupid me... overslp ytd... i miss e last chance of takin photos wif mei... lol... anywae, since i am late... so nv go work, go see doctor take mc instead... finali go see doctor... lol... n e medicine make me slp till dunnoe where... i ytd eat medicine slp from 9+ till 11+... then wake up awhile go back slp from 12 till todae 3pm... lol... reali slp alot lor... now dun dare to eat medicine sia... coz i scare feel slpy... lidat how to work... lol... sian sian sian... how todae lesser thing to do ba... lol..
what we could have been, 5:39 PM.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
this wk is nyp-cpt students (juniors from my course) last wk of attachment sia... after this wk they will go back sch 4 presentation n start holidae liao... all e best 4 ur presentation n jiayou!!!! i oso hope tt i am one of e students n i reali hope tt i can go back study like last time wif everyone of u... ahahaa... but impossible sia, we graduated already liao... sian... anywae, their last wk make me rmb of mine sia... my last wk is full of craps n slack... everyone go work chit chat, do work abit, play alot... reali enjoy my attachment times wif them sia... hope time can go back sia... can continues attachment n study... tink too much liao la... reali miss fahmi, mizah they all...
miss u guys badly sia... n so bad sia me... after work i totally nv go contact wif they all... omg... maybe is time to have gatherin sia... but nesh oso not ard... sad...
um... todae we go chit chat durin lunch time... my new teammate, sam (she is a gal hor, not guy, but i cannot rmb her full name, opps) tell us tt she oso veri emotional sia... omg... which mean my team got 2 emotional person sia... i can imagine if one start cryin maybe e other oso follow sia... ahahaha... so... reali... omg... sia... lol... ah wang (my boss) i wan change team!!!! lol... kiddin la... u all go emotional ba, but rmb remind me buy pop corns i go watch u all cry... opps... ahahaa... anywae, sam sae she is talkative person oso... so ah bec u jiayou ba... havin 2 ppl beside ur ears n non-stop tokin, is a good experience ba... next time can go share ur experience wif others sia... maybe next time ur turn to sae wan change team... ahahhaa... anywae, sam will be in our team next wk... new ppl, new changes n new teammate!!! let jiayou tgt n be e best.... u all be e best la, i go be e slacker... ahaahhaaa...
pic we take todae... this is FOBAS... lol... my dept ppl n students... lol...
what we could have been, 1:34 AM.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
sian sian sian... tmr is wed... tmr nid work... tmr is my firx dae of work this wk... which mean my 4daes holidae goin to end... which mean i nid to work till fri nite... which mean i will die... lol... sian leh... maybe i too use to holidae... no mood goin back work sia... no more workin mood... ahhahaa... how how how?? anywae, still nid go work... lol...
my voice still veri jialat but tink got improvement liao... ahahhaa... coz juz now my bro come back hm hor, suddenly look at me 4 veri long... i thought my face got wad... lol... stun sia... e end he tell me coz my voice got better... not so jialat as ytd... dotz....
anywae, grandma go back malaysia liao... mean i no food bring to work eat... hahahaa... maybe i goin to survive by cup noodles till she come back... soooooooo... hope i wun drop hairs ba... lol...
my voice still veri jialat but tink got improvement liao... ahahhaa... coz juz now my bro come back hm hor, suddenly look at me 4 veri long... i thought my face got wad... lol... stun sia... e end he tell me coz my voice got better... not so jialat as ytd... dotz....
anywae, grandma go back malaysia liao... mean i no food bring to work eat... hahahaa... maybe i goin to survive by cup noodles till she come back... soooooooo... hope i wun drop hairs ba... lol...
what we could have been, 12:02 AM.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
juz now havin dinner wif liyi n sherryl at sakae sushi... ahahaa... is fun n yet so full... i eat till cannot tahan... but i tink i feel hungry now... lol... is juz a simple eatin n chit chat session... ahahhaa... is full of fun n tokin... tok abt workin life, tok abt $$$, tok abt study... tink we reali grow up liao, no more gossip, feel like we are MATURE, coz we tok abt smth tt reali meaningful instead of gossipin... hahahaa...
i feel like in this world reali is $$$ come firx sia.. um... how to sae ar... if u got $$$ no matter how much u got, u can do alot of things... but if u dun have $$$, nth will be done sia... ahahaha... tt's y we now reali become money minded sia... is reali our prob or becoz of this world... lol...
after grad from poly... wad can we do next??
option 1: work...
option 2: further study
option 3: others (mostly marry)
i choose option 1 n most of my fren oso choose workin ba... but in e firx place, onli diploma enough ma?? maybe we are gals so we got more option, like go marry... but tink now is still too early 4 it sia... actuali we shd tink further more ba... i tink onli diploma is not enough ba.. i dun wan to work at e some position over n over years lor... y we wan to work??? shd becoz wan earn $$$... but after workin years n years, wad u wan next?? of course is promotion la... i dun tink anyone wan to work at e same position n gettin e same amount of pay over years n years until u cannot work ba... so muz go find one big company ba... so got more chance to promote.. lol.. 2ndly... we are diploma holders, so tink got a limit ba... promote until somewhere will stop ba... so we better go have further study, so can promote even further... make sense rite??
after so much tinkin... come in e conclusion is we die die oso muz go study more... so we now workin juz becoz of earnin more $$$ 4 study... lol... super sian lor... i dun like la... earn $$$ becoz i wan spend... spend more work more earn more... y this cycle muz go on n on sia... which i dun like... y not play more spend more have fun more... ahhahaha... lol...
anywae, thx 4 everyone here to read finish my nonsense... ahahaha... endin still become $$$ come firx... omg...
i feel like in this world reali is $$$ come firx sia.. um... how to sae ar... if u got $$$ no matter how much u got, u can do alot of things... but if u dun have $$$, nth will be done sia... ahahaha... tt's y we now reali become money minded sia... is reali our prob or becoz of this world... lol...
after grad from poly... wad can we do next??
option 1: work...
option 2: further study
option 3: others (mostly marry)
i choose option 1 n most of my fren oso choose workin ba... but in e firx place, onli diploma enough ma?? maybe we are gals so we got more option, like go marry... but tink now is still too early 4 it sia... actuali we shd tink further more ba... i tink onli diploma is not enough ba.. i dun wan to work at e some position over n over years lor... y we wan to work??? shd becoz wan earn $$$... but after workin years n years, wad u wan next?? of course is promotion la... i dun tink anyone wan to work at e same position n gettin e same amount of pay over years n years until u cannot work ba... so muz go find one big company ba... so got more chance to promote.. lol.. 2ndly... we are diploma holders, so tink got a limit ba... promote until somewhere will stop ba... so we better go have further study, so can promote even further... make sense rite??
after so much tinkin... come in e conclusion is we die die oso muz go study more... so we now workin juz becoz of earnin more $$$ 4 study... lol... super sian lor... i dun like la... earn $$$ becoz i wan spend... spend more work more earn more... y this cycle muz go on n on sia... which i dun like... y not play more spend more have fun more... ahhahaha... lol...
anywae, thx 4 everyone here to read finish my nonsense... ahahaha... endin still become $$$ come firx... omg...
what we could have been, 1:03 AM.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
veri sian leh... juz now ard 2 wake up wan go see doctor... but my hse dere de doctor close already... maybe tmr is sun ba... doctors oso nid family dae... i oso dunnoe actuali is they nv work on sun or they already close at 2... but if reali sick hor, where got ppl 8+ go see doctor de lor... of course is slp till late late then wake up see ba... lol... sick still nid wake up early early go see doctor lidat veri tired lor... lol... hahahaaa...
anywae, in e end i nv see doctor lor... coz i oso dunnoe go where find doctor to see... i dun wan purposely go out then found out tt e doctor nv open leh... lidat so tired lor... n i dun like other doctor leh... i like e one i usually go see de lor... so let wait till tmr then go see doctor ba... ahahaha... hope tmr doctor got come work la... lol.. if not i will sick till die sia...
anywae, in e end i nv see doctor lor... coz i oso dunnoe go where find doctor to see... i dun wan purposely go out then found out tt e doctor nv open leh... lidat so tired lor... n i dun like other doctor leh... i like e one i usually go see de lor... so let wait till tmr then go see doctor ba... ahahaha... hope tmr doctor got come work la... lol.. if not i will sick till die sia...
what we could have been, 5:33 PM.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
offically to announce here:
lam wanyi is sick!!!
todae is national dae... so happy national dae to everyone... ahahahaa... todae supposin i nid to work but coz toae is PH so no work 4 me... hahahaaa... super happy lor... at firx my boss wan ask me go work de lor... but i already sick sick ytd, so of course i dun wan la... ahhahaa... n work alone will bored till die de lor... omg...
so sian lor... y our clients dunnoe tt 9/8 is PH ma... y still send sooooooo many samples... i do till gettin mad sia... esp wif my sick body... omg... n i dun wan go back work todae lor... so e end me n ah bec go stay back n try to help as much as possible... COZ I DUN WAN OT ON SAT... lol... e end stay till 3.30am lor... got finish e samples la, 4 my test... onli den too slow sia, coz bod keep usin... ahahaha... n hor, i like gettin more n more sick de lor... coz my voice slowly change till like so jialat... fandi sae my voice like duck lor... omg..
ah bec go call cab 4 more than 30mins lor... either is no cab available in our area if not is no cab wan come in... anywae, make sense la.. if i am cab driver, i sure dun wan come all e way inside jurong island, esp my lab is super damn inside de lor... so we call veri long still no cab... sian lor... e end got one cab sae 20mins later come, but e end a min later he call us n cancel e bookin sia... wth sia... i wan go hm de lor... e end finali we got one cab hm... ahahaha... i reali cannot tahan sia... my body so tired n sick lor... lol... e end ard 4am then reach hm...
e end i wake up at 1.20pm lor... ahahaa... so nan de... so i go find han xinger they all lor... i go call her tt time, dunnoe izit juz wake up... my voice reali super jialat lor... dunnoe sound like wad... n is hard 4 me to tok n complete one sentence, reali feel like i am those old old veri illness, dyin soon sia... lol...
e end we go kfc eat my cheese fries n pepsi... ahhaaha... i sure everyone will scold me ba, sick still got eat kfc... lol... then go daniel hse play mj... ahahaha... so funny lor... benben nv play real one before lor, her experience is viwawa... ahahahaaa... is reali veri fun lor, make me laugh till crazy... anywae, i cannot laugh too much lor, coz my cough hor, laugh too much abit cannot breathe lor... omg...
after tt we go amk s11 eat western food... nice sia... hahahaaa... then at firx wan go watch movie de lor, but tickets sold out liao... so go amk hub walk walk instead.. poor daniel tan go out wif 5 gals, we all keep shoppin on gal things sia... ahhahaa... he is damn borin de lor...
todae is fun n yet is super tired de lor... my legs n arms all veri pain n suan now... maybe i shd go see doctor tmr lor... see how ba, maybe tmr sick till cannot get out of my bed... ahahaha...
lam wanyi is sick!!!
todae is national dae... so happy national dae to everyone... ahahahaa... todae supposin i nid to work but coz toae is PH so no work 4 me... hahahaaa... super happy lor... at firx my boss wan ask me go work de lor... but i already sick sick ytd, so of course i dun wan la... ahhahaa... n work alone will bored till die de lor... omg...
so sian lor... y our clients dunnoe tt 9/8 is PH ma... y still send sooooooo many samples... i do till gettin mad sia... esp wif my sick body... omg... n i dun wan go back work todae lor... so e end me n ah bec go stay back n try to help as much as possible... COZ I DUN WAN OT ON SAT... lol... e end stay till 3.30am lor... got finish e samples la, 4 my test... onli den too slow sia, coz bod keep usin... ahahaha... n hor, i like gettin more n more sick de lor... coz my voice slowly change till like so jialat... fandi sae my voice like duck lor... omg..
ah bec go call cab 4 more than 30mins lor... either is no cab available in our area if not is no cab wan come in... anywae, make sense la.. if i am cab driver, i sure dun wan come all e way inside jurong island, esp my lab is super damn inside de lor... so we call veri long still no cab... sian lor... e end got one cab sae 20mins later come, but e end a min later he call us n cancel e bookin sia... wth sia... i wan go hm de lor... e end finali we got one cab hm... ahahaha... i reali cannot tahan sia... my body so tired n sick lor... lol... e end ard 4am then reach hm...
e end i wake up at 1.20pm lor... ahahaa... so nan de... so i go find han xinger they all lor... i go call her tt time, dunnoe izit juz wake up... my voice reali super jialat lor... dunnoe sound like wad... n is hard 4 me to tok n complete one sentence, reali feel like i am those old old veri illness, dyin soon sia... lol...
e end we go kfc eat my cheese fries n pepsi... ahhaaha... i sure everyone will scold me ba, sick still got eat kfc... lol... then go daniel hse play mj... ahahaha... so funny lor... benben nv play real one before lor, her experience is viwawa... ahahahaaa... is reali veri fun lor, make me laugh till crazy... anywae, i cannot laugh too much lor, coz my cough hor, laugh too much abit cannot breathe lor... omg...
after tt we go amk s11 eat western food... nice sia... hahahaaa... then at firx wan go watch movie de lor, but tickets sold out liao... so go amk hub walk walk instead.. poor daniel tan go out wif 5 gals, we all keep shoppin on gal things sia... ahhahaa... he is damn borin de lor...
todae is fun n yet is super tired de lor... my legs n arms all veri pain n suan now... maybe i shd go see doctor tmr lor... see how ba, maybe tmr sick till cannot get out of my bed... ahahaha...
what we could have been, 11:18 PM.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
tink i goin to get sick soon liao la... havin sore throat now... normali sore throat is e signal 4 me, juz to tell me i am goin to fall sick... anywae i dun wan to be sick... hope illness can leave me alone ba... coz if i fall sick tink will sick 4 one month or more lor... ahahhaaa... i dun wan cough, dun wan flu n no fever 4 me plz!!!!!!!!! lol... hahahaa...
what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
life veri sian sia... work, slp, work, slp... i reali sick of work sia... haiz...
i use to be anything.. maybe my character ba... i dun like to argue so much lor... coz if got time to argue y not juz go do la... ytd nite veri angry sia... maybe in e firx place coz i nv realise my position in e team ba... i feel like i dun have e rite to assign ppl work lor... coz i still new to everything wad, i feel like onli ah bec, my team leader can assign work lor... izit wrong????
veri sian sia... ytd go ask yy do water, den n vis... he like dun wan dun wan sae like got enough ppl y he nid do so much... i tink normali onli he do less wad... if i do vis, i sure do water n den as well... oso nv see him sae anything... now ask him do then like wan sae so much... but anywae, i feel like i shd give way ba... if he dun wan then make it easier lor... so change to water n vis ba... i do den as well lor... but hor.. his attutude reali make me cannot tahan sia... he sae wad lidat u help me do water la... to me it sound like he wan mean tt den so easy i help him do like nv help lidat... so ok la... i give way again.. i do water lor... he do vis n den...
i dunnoe la... veri sian leh... our position diff la, i am perm staff he is student, so he can do lesser... this is wad i learnt durin my attachment, coz sgs ppl veri good one... if i cannot ot they wun focus us to do... n e perm staff will take over n help us do things de lor... so i feel like i shd do lidat as well ba... but e end i kanna scold by fandi... coz he sae y i muz do everything... coz i feel ah bec sick ma, high fever so shd help her more wad... like i sick she oso help me do things... juz a small matter ma... so i help her do mcr... e end i nid do sulphur n ash ma... so become i doin mcr, sulphur, ash n water... so he scold me lor... anywae oso muz thx him 4 helpin me...
but i hand over den to yy tt time his attitude reali veri bad lor... coz sam hand over den to me ma, give me a few pp which is e results la, coz off spec, so she nv update, but already charge liao... so i lidat hand over to yy... then he sae wad huh, this rubbish ar, then blah blah blah... i reali feel like angry till mad lor, ppl hand over to u cannot abit sound better ma... oso not i do one... wad he wan sia... den onli auto wad oso nv ask u do manual den... wad u wan la... onli wait 4 2nd results n update tgt can liao, lidat oso got so much to sae... i like reali totally ignore after i hand over to him... coz i am angry sia...
e end i all e way nv go tok to him lor... maybe my attitude oso not good ba... i see him reali feel like wan ignore sia... but at least when he tok to me i got reply la... onli nv go tok to him... e end he got come n ask us nid help anot... is funny lor... if he feel like got alot things to do n complain sae like dun wan do so much, then how come he got time to come help us la... i dun understand sia, like i so bad to him...
end of e dae, morning tt time when ah bec like feel better, i got tok abt this wif her la... she tell me i shd let yy noe i am perm so whenever i ask him to do he muz do... but like i am not tt kind of ppl ba, i no leadership at all lor... from e veri beginnin hor, already no one listen to me wad... now shd be abit too late 4 anything wad... haiz... but anywae, like wad she sae la... all this thing i faced muz solve by myself as well... no one can help me one... i dun wan make ppl feel like if they dun wan do thing can go throw to me, coz i wun sae wad... i am not de lor... i angry but onli wun sae out or scold ppl...
tink relationship between ppl is damn hard sia... i thought lab work will have lesser contact wif others, but oso like not... i noe i am wrong now... veri sian leh... i noe yy like to compare how much work la... like he is student pay so low, y muz do so much lidat... if lidat compare y not sae y gods nv offer me to rich family i dun nid work as well... got lidat compare ma... in e world where got fair at all de lor... onli full of bias... sian la... i reali feel veri angry after all tt lor... i angry abt his attitue n tinkin.. i angry abt how i react... y muz let ppl bully till lidat... i angry wif my weakness... i like soooooooo useless sia... so sian sia... abit disappointed to myself already lor... already like alot things agar agar oso nv see i got do well lor, n still so useless... feel like i doin alot things wif nth do well sia...
i use to be anything.. maybe my character ba... i dun like to argue so much lor... coz if got time to argue y not juz go do la... ytd nite veri angry sia... maybe in e firx place coz i nv realise my position in e team ba... i feel like i dun have e rite to assign ppl work lor... coz i still new to everything wad, i feel like onli ah bec, my team leader can assign work lor... izit wrong????
veri sian sia... ytd go ask yy do water, den n vis... he like dun wan dun wan sae like got enough ppl y he nid do so much... i tink normali onli he do less wad... if i do vis, i sure do water n den as well... oso nv see him sae anything... now ask him do then like wan sae so much... but anywae, i feel like i shd give way ba... if he dun wan then make it easier lor... so change to water n vis ba... i do den as well lor... but hor.. his attutude reali make me cannot tahan sia... he sae wad lidat u help me do water la... to me it sound like he wan mean tt den so easy i help him do like nv help lidat... so ok la... i give way again.. i do water lor... he do vis n den...
i dunnoe la... veri sian leh... our position diff la, i am perm staff he is student, so he can do lesser... this is wad i learnt durin my attachment, coz sgs ppl veri good one... if i cannot ot they wun focus us to do... n e perm staff will take over n help us do things de lor... so i feel like i shd do lidat as well ba... but e end i kanna scold by fandi... coz he sae y i muz do everything... coz i feel ah bec sick ma, high fever so shd help her more wad... like i sick she oso help me do things... juz a small matter ma... so i help her do mcr... e end i nid do sulphur n ash ma... so become i doin mcr, sulphur, ash n water... so he scold me lor... anywae oso muz thx him 4 helpin me...
but i hand over den to yy tt time his attitude reali veri bad lor... coz sam hand over den to me ma, give me a few pp which is e results la, coz off spec, so she nv update, but already charge liao... so i lidat hand over to yy... then he sae wad huh, this rubbish ar, then blah blah blah... i reali feel like angry till mad lor, ppl hand over to u cannot abit sound better ma... oso not i do one... wad he wan sia... den onli auto wad oso nv ask u do manual den... wad u wan la... onli wait 4 2nd results n update tgt can liao, lidat oso got so much to sae... i like reali totally ignore after i hand over to him... coz i am angry sia...
e end i all e way nv go tok to him lor... maybe my attitude oso not good ba... i see him reali feel like wan ignore sia... but at least when he tok to me i got reply la... onli nv go tok to him... e end he got come n ask us nid help anot... is funny lor... if he feel like got alot things to do n complain sae like dun wan do so much, then how come he got time to come help us la... i dun understand sia, like i so bad to him...
end of e dae, morning tt time when ah bec like feel better, i got tok abt this wif her la... she tell me i shd let yy noe i am perm so whenever i ask him to do he muz do... but like i am not tt kind of ppl ba, i no leadership at all lor... from e veri beginnin hor, already no one listen to me wad... now shd be abit too late 4 anything wad... haiz... but anywae, like wad she sae la... all this thing i faced muz solve by myself as well... no one can help me one... i dun wan make ppl feel like if they dun wan do thing can go throw to me, coz i wun sae wad... i am not de lor... i angry but onli wun sae out or scold ppl...
tink relationship between ppl is damn hard sia... i thought lab work will have lesser contact wif others, but oso like not... i noe i am wrong now... veri sian leh... i noe yy like to compare how much work la... like he is student pay so low, y muz do so much lidat... if lidat compare y not sae y gods nv offer me to rich family i dun nid work as well... got lidat compare ma... in e world where got fair at all de lor... onli full of bias... sian la... i reali feel veri angry after all tt lor... i angry abt his attitue n tinkin.. i angry abt how i react... y muz let ppl bully till lidat... i angry wif my weakness... i like soooooooo useless sia... so sian sia... abit disappointed to myself already lor... already like alot things agar agar oso nv see i got do well lor, n still so useless... feel like i doin alot things wif nth do well sia...
what we could have been, 1:46 AM.
Monday, August 04, 2008
tan daniel, sorry 4 nv acc u play mj todae... SORRY!!!!!!!! dun angry wif me la...
what we could have been, 12:15 AM.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
hhhahaa... outin again... lol... weekend muz go out sia... i dun wan to stay at hm emo sia... lol...
omg... is damn funny de lor... go out wif my class de gals like die die oso muz go marina sq one... then go out wif co ppl like die die oso go bugis one... last time go wif sherryl n char, this time is amelia n eunice... omg... we muz lidat ma, one place fix 4 one grp sia... lol... lame...
todae go bugis wif eunice, go walk walk shop shop... eunice abit sian lor, coz her mum nv bank in $$$ 4 her so she onli can window shop... omg... so sian... we meet ard 3 at tpy lor, then go bugis 3+ ard 4pm liao ba... walk walk abit at bugis junction then go bugis street liao... lol... then tink ard 6+ amelia come join us lor... amelia one is reali shoppin de lor... shop wif her reali can shop alot things sia... in e end, i bought one shorts, one bag n one pair of shoes... finali i can find shoes i like sia, no more slippers liao.... is funny to wear slippers go bugis, go orchard walk walk de lor... but i dun care... lol... then amelia bought one dress, so sweet lor e dress i oso wan buy sia... ahahhaa... but anywae, i oso seldom wear nice nice pretty pretty de lor, so buy liao oso no use ba... lol...
then after tt go city hall find daniel they all 4 dinner... we go raffles city eat "the soup spoon"... i oso dunnoe y they choose tt lor... all soup soup eat liao like wun full sia... lol... tink i am gettin fatter n fatter lor, coz i alwaes feel hungry sia... omg... i dun wan exercise so plz dun make me grow fatter!!!!!
after dinner is juz another shoppin session... omg... is daniel's time 4 shoppin lor... omg... he spent more than 30mins inside top shop n bought 3 clothes which cost $101 sia... omg... is exp de lor... n he rich sia... lol... ahhahaaa...
after tt we go buy donuts sia, n go starbucks chit chat drink coffee... lol... onli amelia drink lor... i hate coffee sia... make me feel like wan go slp sia... n i cannot drink coffee one lor... so i dun like starbucks sia... lol... anywae, chit chat take photos sia.. so much nonsense lor... n so funny lor... after tt is already 10+ n we go hm liao... i tink my mum wan scold me lor, coz i reach hm ard 11+pm.. now 7th month liao, n i still go hm so late... ahahaha... but anywae, my mum oso nv scold lor... luck sia...
i bet eunice tan n ben ben is clown lor, see e pic i wan laugh sia... lol... they are alwaes an entertainment 4 us... keep ur work, jiayou to entertain us everydae!!!!
omg... is damn funny de lor... go out wif my class de gals like die die oso muz go marina sq one... then go out wif co ppl like die die oso go bugis one... last time go wif sherryl n char, this time is amelia n eunice... omg... we muz lidat ma, one place fix 4 one grp sia... lol... lame...
todae go bugis wif eunice, go walk walk shop shop... eunice abit sian lor, coz her mum nv bank in $$$ 4 her so she onli can window shop... omg... so sian... we meet ard 3 at tpy lor, then go bugis 3+ ard 4pm liao ba... walk walk abit at bugis junction then go bugis street liao... lol... then tink ard 6+ amelia come join us lor... amelia one is reali shoppin de lor... shop wif her reali can shop alot things sia... in e end, i bought one shorts, one bag n one pair of shoes... finali i can find shoes i like sia, no more slippers liao.... is funny to wear slippers go bugis, go orchard walk walk de lor... but i dun care... lol... then amelia bought one dress, so sweet lor e dress i oso wan buy sia... ahahhaa... but anywae, i oso seldom wear nice nice pretty pretty de lor, so buy liao oso no use ba... lol...
then after tt go city hall find daniel they all 4 dinner... we go raffles city eat "the soup spoon"... i oso dunnoe y they choose tt lor... all soup soup eat liao like wun full sia... lol... tink i am gettin fatter n fatter lor, coz i alwaes feel hungry sia... omg... i dun wan exercise so plz dun make me grow fatter!!!!!
after dinner is juz another shoppin session... omg... is daniel's time 4 shoppin lor... omg... he spent more than 30mins inside top shop n bought 3 clothes which cost $101 sia... omg... is exp de lor... n he rich sia... lol... ahhahaaa...
after tt we go buy donuts sia, n go starbucks chit chat drink coffee... lol... onli amelia drink lor... i hate coffee sia... make me feel like wan go slp sia... n i cannot drink coffee one lor... so i dun like starbucks sia... lol... anywae, chit chat take photos sia.. so much nonsense lor... n so funny lor... after tt is already 10+ n we go hm liao... i tink my mum wan scold me lor, coz i reach hm ard 11+pm.. now 7th month liao, n i still go hm so late... ahahaha... but anywae, my mum oso nv scold lor... luck sia...
i bet eunice tan n ben ben is clown lor, see e pic i wan laugh sia... lol... they are alwaes an entertainment 4 us... keep ur work, jiayou to entertain us everydae!!!!
what we could have been, 2:06 AM.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
aim for aug... muz watch many many movies sia... now got so much movie which i like n haven watch... omg... hope can watch all be4 they end showin sia.... lol...
here is e list of movies i wan watch:
- The Dark Knight
- The Mummy 3: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor
- Money No Enough 2
- X-Files Movie
- Red Cliff Part 1
- Journey To The Center Of The Earth 3D
- Baby Mama
reali alot sia... so... anyone... if see which one u wan watch n still haven watch can go tag n date me hor... lol
here is e list of movies i wan watch:
- The Dark Knight
- The Mummy 3: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor
- Money No Enough 2
- X-Files Movie
- Red Cliff Part 1
- Journey To The Center Of The Earth 3D
- Baby Mama
reali alot sia... so... anyone... if see which one u wan watch n still haven watch can go tag n date me hor... lol
what we could have been, 4:43 AM.
Friday, August 01, 2008
work make me crazy sia... hahahaa... esp when ah bec nv come... lol... i muz do all e task myself... check samples, open worksheet, n nid do more tests... ytd i do ash, tsa, sulphur, n tan... y in this world got tan this test, i hate lor... lol... after my own tests, i still nid go check worksheets sia... n oso i nid go do housekeepin sia... lol... is tired de lor... tink ard 6 or 7 i tired till cannot move already, but no choice, die die oso muz finish, coz dun wan make ppl feel like no ah bec i cannot do anything... ahahahaa.... lol... anywae, tink i overwork liao la, head so pain, shoulder so pain n my body oso super pain... lol...
my locker, juz buy more food to store inside on wed lor...
our com... wif nice wallpaper, i go change one lor... ahahaha...
finali... weekends again... is time 4 outin n relaxin... too sick of work liao... but i will still wan do alot alot ot de lor... earn more 4 me go out... lol...
my locker, juz buy more food to store inside on wed lor...
our com... wif nice wallpaper, i go change one lor... ahahaha...
finali... weekends again... is time 4 outin n relaxin... too sick of work liao... but i will still wan do alot alot ot de lor... earn more 4 me go out... lol...
what we could have been, 11:21 PM.